30 day shred...here we go!

Okay, so 7 months ago I purchased the Jillian Michaels 30 day shred DVD.....and I still haven't used if! Terrible I know! I've read and heard nothing but good reviews about this DVD but I just haven't got round to trying it out just yet.

So seeing as we're officially in October I've decided I WILL start the 30 day shred! I've put on a ridiculous amount of weight over the past month due to my medication so hopefully I'll be able to burn all this unwanted fat off! Plus, I looked in my wardrobe the other day to see size 10 clothes that don't even fit me anyone and I refuse to buy new clothes in bigger sizes! 

Fingers crossed I'll be slimmer and trimmer in 30 days time. I'll let you know how it goes and if I'm happy with the results then I might even post a cheeky pic! 







Click here to buy Jillian Michaels: 30 Day Shred [DVD] - £5.00




xoxo

The W O R S T month ever.

As I type this sentence, I'm currently laying here in a hospital bed for the 3rd time this month. Is this really happening? I'm literally having the worst month ever. I've spent more time at The Royal Free hospital rather than I have at home! 

• August 25th - Admitted

• September 6th - Discharged

• September 11th - Admitted 

• September 18th - Discharged 

• September 23rd - ADMITTED AGAIN

What was meant to have been a simple hospital appointment on Monday 23rd September 2013 turned into yet another admission. I've never felt so unlucky in my life. Spending my fourth week in hospital, going insane and not even recognising myself anymore, it's the worst thing ever. My body has swelled up so badly and I have currently put on 4 STONE in the space of 2 WEEKS Doctors say its severe fluid retention which I didn't even know was possible! This rapid weight gain has left me sore and struggling to even walk let alone move. And not to mention, my skin has stretched so much that I've been left with an awful load of stretch marks that itch like crazy! (A girls worst nightmare!)

Weight Diary

• August 26th - 63kg

• September 14th - 73.1kg

• September 23rd - 84kg

• September 26th - 83.2kg 

• September 27th - 81.2kg 

I guess I'll never know why this is happening to me but God really is testing me. 

Thank you Lupus for ruining my life, invading my body and stealing my vision of myself. 

xoxo